Ok, so I leave for Florida in about 24 hours. (give or take a couple hours) And I really can't believe that it's finally here! I found out I was doing this back in December and ever since then I've had this trip on my mind. When people would ask me what my plans for the summer were I would tell them..."well, I'm biking across the country..." And I'd go into telling them about Bike and Build and what I'm doing and why. And even though it's a really big thing, saying it over and over almost made it feel less real. Up until this point, it's just been the answer to that question. This isn't meant to downplay the great support I've gotten from talking with people and telling them about it. But I have to say that I'm glad the talking about it is over. I'm really ready to actually do it now.
Preparing for this trip has been different than any other trip I've gone on before. It's kind of like this: Imagine that you were offered a dream vacation and in which all you had to do for this vacation is tell everyone you know about this amazing trip that you're going on...oh yeah, and ask them for money. Kind of weird right? Would feel kind of selfish right? That's kind of how this feels! I know that people have been so generous donating to Bike and Build because it really is an awesome organization that makes a difference in bringing attention to the need for affordable housing. But honestly I can't help but feel like I'm gaining a whole lot out of this too. And for that I am forever grateful.
I guess a summer of strenuous activity and a sore butt may not sound like a dream vacation to everyone so they see me as really brave and sacrificing...but honestly I don't think I'm that brave. This strangely enough sounds really fun! (although I'm sure I'll have my moments where I don't think so)
And I have to say that up until this point I can't help but feel like I haven't really done anything. The $4000 didn't come from me, but from countless generous people who have helped me and donated. So I feel like I really can't take credit for this yet. And I'm so blown away by everyone who's been so wonderful and supportive. Honestly EVERYONE. Thank you!
So now it's my turn. The talking about it is now over (thank goodness!). I'm ready to actually do this thing. So let's bring on the waking up at 6AM, the butt cream, the sore muscles, the sleeping on floors, the millions of calories I'll need to eat to stay alive, the new people, the new places, and the memories! It's going to be the most intenst 9 weeks I've ever had, and all I can say is...
I really hope I'm ready.
6 comments:
Don't feel selfish! We're all very proud of you! The fact that you would think of it as selfish is a testament to your selflessness as a person, you're amazingly motivated for all the right reasons!
I'm actually really jealous, though I'm not much of a biker or a builder, it sounds like an amazing life changing opportunity! I'll be thinking of you and all you're doing as I attempt to concentrate on lectures all summer, writing papers and reading text books.
Have fun and be safe! Keep us updated as much as is possible!
P.S. I blogged about you and your trip, hope that's okay.
You are so ready! You're amazing, lady! Have a safe flight, and I can't wait to hear about all of your MANDYADVENTURES!
I'M SO EXCITED FOR YOUUUUUU!!!!!!
i want my sexy photo for the fridge. :)
ps.wind symphony again?????
hmm...i'm trying to decide. is biking across the US or playing in wind symphony harder??? hahaha
Good luck Matilda! You're amazing for even doing this and I KNOW you'll do great! Think of how in-shape your legs will be after this trip! :)
So my final guess for the contest (I hope it's not too late) is:
70 Bottles! (I'm really bad at math so my calculations may be wayyy off...but I guess that's why I'm an English major, right) :)
<3.
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